What is the meaning behind “I love when you’re around But I fuckin’ hate when you leave”? SAD! by XXXTENTACION
- by imrk
- April 12, 2023
X is presumably referring to a girl on this line, potentially his ex-girlfriend Geneva Ayala, to whom X dedicated the song “Ayala (Outro),” on his previous album 17 . Regardless of who X might be referring to, he states that he loves and enjoys being with her and spending time together with her, but feels pained or sad every time she leaves, as he is then alone again. X explores loneliness and abandonment on a number of his songs, particularly his strong ALONE trilogy, which consists of the songs “Alone” , “Alone Part 2” , and the second track on the album; “ALONE, PART 3.” X struggled with loneliness and had it tattooed on his face , as he believed it was a significant part of his life.